Grrr.

It is typical how miss anti relationships, whooo single life, go independence suddenly doesnt care about all that any more and wants the opposite.

i think im doing my whole wanting what i cant have thing again.

and my liking bastards thing.

and my ruining my chances of getting what i want thing when i could of had it thing.

and now whenever i think or talk to him and yknow.. breathe i get that horrible feeling in my belly that makes me want to cry.

all because i let some bastard use me...and fell for him. arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh

also... i have my first exam on tuesday. woops. forgot about that. hehe.