this morning i woke up with music in my ears but no headphones.

gisgdiogjsd

im not really sure what im doing.

i dont want to leave here.

its sad that when i take these pictures off my wall, they're never going to be put up anymore.

they'll sit in their photo albums. they will be memories of people i used to know.

summer isnt going to be last summer.

im sure we'll see each other in woking. and drunkenly hug and try and remember what uni there at, and how are they, and was your hair always that colour.

but it will be crap.

me and leslie will never have english.
cat will never wear the jacket again.
naz will never love me and annoy lucy.
fees around. but not for good hugs and smiles and caramel slices.
lisas an idiot with an eyebrow piercing. but i think i always knew that.
jay. who the fuck is he now.
gina. cat. emo mike. jack the hat. phil! bless him. helen. charlie collins.
charlie newton john. thats not a bad thing.
sarah brimley! where is she? well. guildford. i think i can always call sarah.
steven bless him. i think he'll be around for a good while.
nomie and lucy? ive been a bad friend this year.
leroy and sarah. they seem like my best friends right now. me alec leroy and sarah. but they are really good. they came for my birthday.
and of course alec. but he goes without saying. even though i am a big cunt to him. he is still superman.

ive never really lost friends before.

but my uni friends do an unbelievable job of filling shoes!