I know what I feel like. I feel like I did at the begginning of this year. I don't know why. I guess I have been thinking about it alot. It's frustrating. It was kinda fun then, fun and free and now its all comittment and working and grown-up ness. I don't want grown-upness. I want fun and spontenuity and a dictionary and bunking off college and muffin break and parties everyday and my god I'm only 17.