I can't seem to find my motivatedness. I don't think that I was born with any. I want some magic drugs that will balance my serotonin and noradrenaline levels please. I am fed up of my serotonin being low, leading to these fluctuately levels of noradrenaline causing bouts of mania and depression.

I dislike my faulty neurotransmitters and wish my brain would calm down and stop this darn thinking.

[why can't i just be a fish]